Scoping the grains
The anxieties and distractions in your life can be meditated away if you try hard enough—or so my mindfulness app promises. Corporate wellbeing booths play soothing videos. I have been drawn to self-actualisation since childhood. Circadian sessions out in the forest of my holistic Buddhist school and its mystifying meditation retreats. Lately, I’ve felt a crack in this philosophy. Personal impulses that liberate, silenced for elevated productivity. Circular lenses made or found, focuses and fogs, interplays of contours that assemble to an individual awareness in an indifferent scape.