It doesn’t make the past go away no matter how much you’ve changed and has already reflected upon. There are no reasons or excuses, what happened should have never happened and is all my fault. Mistakes can happen but when forgotten it will be repeated. Inside a clear transparent place, located in the very corner of the heart should the memory and that monster be locked away but remembered. Burden and heavy the regret and guilt may be but this is an obligation and the only true way of reflection.
It’s better to burn out then to fade away. - Kurt Cobain