Song(Yuzhi) Zheng

They/them

1997

Thesis: Yes, I'm not sure

 

to pause
without history
already flushed by
 
time
passes by with
the sound
 
of demanding:
to reclaim
to scream
 
to reckon
to bloom and the words
crashing down
 
on my bare feet
force me
to pause
 
(or do I choose to?)
be still
because of the weight
 
of the words
unable to retreat
because of the disguise
 
of the memories
i learn from time
to erase my history
 
fully aware
that I too will be
erased
 
shrank and shone
just to pause